Because apparently it is very hard. It is also hard to follow my speech. My hope is that this blog will give people a little bit of insight into how my mind works (very spatially). Enjoy! And comment if you visit, so I know who is leaving love!

Friday, September 29, 2006

back at Matich

and back to having time to write blogs... what a coincidence! I actually am doing a lot of work now, but every now and then there is a lull... and I don't have a tv to distract me.

So I think I am crazy. I decided about a month or so ago that I would wait until I was engaged to kiss anyone. That way any relationship is focused on God and other things, not a physical relationship. However this is way easier in theory. Now that I am actually dating Matt (who came to the same conclusions separate from me) it is much much harder. I told one of my friends yesterday that we had not kissed, she goes, "What? That's crazy. You aren't even dating if you haven't kissed!" haha Well three weeks of exclusivity says differently. I know I am crazy, but it is about being set apart. That is what we are called to do as Christians, and this is one way I have chosen to do so. Not falling to the worldly pattern of physical relationships where you once said you would wait til marriage for sex and now it just seems like you might as well do it. I mean, I am glad I made the decision, but it is harder than I ever imagined.

Any thoughts?